Sunday, May 29, 2005
so what am i trying to say here?
Saturday, May 21, 2005
click me
Thursday, May 19, 2005
boy: i saw her today.
Monday, May 16, 2005
chinese intensive is chao sian.
Friday, May 13, 2005
im tired.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
this week is helluva baddd week.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
juz wanted to note this down before i forgot.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i am friggin unfit.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
my cousin's wife's mom.
Friday, May 06, 2005
ohboy ohboy ohboy ohboy ohboy.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
chem and amaths were okay ystd.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
amazingly bio and geog were pretty okay.
uncertain about the 30th, theres so much to fear.
i hope i dont screw it up.
cant seem to focus or make my mind sharp,
i find it so hard to cope with anything.
darkness seems to cover every damn thing.
exactly, whats the only way out now.?
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girl: i saw him today.
boy: it seems like its been forever.
girl: i wonder if he still cares.
boy: she looks better than before.
girl: i couldnt stop staring at him.
boy: i asked her how things were going.
girl: i asked about his new girlfriend.
boy: i'd choose her over any girl i'm with.
girl: hes probablly really happy right now.
boy: i couldnt look at her without starting to cry.
girl: he couldnt even look at me.
boy: i told her i miss her.
girl: he doesnt mean it.
boy: i meant it.
girl: he didnt mean it.
boy: i love her.
girl: he loves his new girlfriend.
boy: i held her for the last time.
girl: he gave me a friendly hug.
boy: then i went home and cried.
girl: then i went home and cried.
boy: i lost her.
girl: i still love him.
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boringg. >.<
whole day chinese chinese chinese. argh.
only good thing is that it makes ur bag light. haha.
and, oh yay. i got my napfa gold again.
for my seventh consecutive year. =D
and oh. did i hear right
m-card gives you 300 free msges a day.
and that amounts to 9000 free msges a month.
i think thats madness.
okay bye.
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argh
x-country is friggin tiring.
and i juz ran 9.6km in 5 days.
how screwd is that.
my legs are killing me.
ah well.
i think i did quite okay today.
26:41 for 4.8. =D
but ouch, pain.
i'm juz dead beat.
okay im off.
cya .
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teachers keep saying we've done horribly for midyears.
but they cant give out the papers yet cuz theyre not aloowed to yet.
supposed to get back results next tuesday, i think.
somewhere next week lah. poot.
i know i screwd up hist pretty bad.
partly cuz i knew i was already screwd for it before i sat the paper,
so i didnt study it properly. lol.
i think i did the others quite alright.
i think.
ah wells. i failed the midyear anyway.
nvr take english. juz using it as a checkpoint.
and my aches are still killing me.
first it was monday cuz of 2.4.
the weather was so hot you started melting juz standing in the sun.
friggin hot.
then i wanted to retake.
i mean my timing for monday's was too bad for me to accept.
then it had to rain. so i waited for 2 hours in schl not doing anything,
and to wait for pe teacher to say 'its still raining so we're postponing it tmr'.
goddamn. i couldnt even do my hw cuz my textbook was at home.
thats so ARGH.
then retook the damn thing on wednesday.
thankfully the weather was good.
but yeah, it killed my legs more lah.
as it is, i couldnt even walk properly.
so yah.
then tmr i have x-country. wtf.
and then i have to represent house and class.
simply great.
i'm gonna be dying during the run
and i'll be dead after the run. argh.
BUT THERES FREE MILO. HAHA.
i shall run for my FREE MILO. wo0t.
AND CHI O'S ARE LIKE, IN 18 DAYS.
thats friggin less than 3 weeks!
fcuk.
YOU KNOW THIS SUCKS.
oh well.
bye.
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being in a relationship may make you feel insecure.
its like ur so afraid to lose that person cuz ur whole life is them.
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my 2.4 sucks to the core. argh.
and now i'm aching all over from it.
then i have this headache AGAIN. argh.
im DYING.
got brain tumour. lol.
okay goonight.
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took her own life,
on mothers' day..
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the midyears are finally over.
wheeee.
im a free man.
haha.
and hey guess what. i majorly screwd up history! =D
to start off, i didnt take ss.
which means the max i can get is 50/100.
secondly, noone ever gets full marks for a paper,
which means im bound to fail.
and thirdly, i studied china like siao and GERMANY came out.
yayyy.
so im prolly gonna get an f9 for history.
and emath was full of shit as well.
damn tough la. poot.
i left so many questions blank. argh.
i hope i can scrape an a2 outta it. shucks.
actually, i failed the exam already.
i didnt even take english. lol.
SCREW THIS MIDYEAR LAR.
what a stupid waste of time.
and all the suffering and stress that came along with it.
oh well heck care.
its over.
time to mug for chinese o's.
and then the bloody prelims.
sec four SUCKS LAR. hell.
oh well.
oh, and i get pretty flowers today. heehee.
thanks baby dearr. =D
okay im going off now. i got tootion soon.
take care, world.
and jiayou for those who still havent finished midyears.
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i think physics today was a killer.
i think i'm screwd for hist tmr.
i have NO MORE DRIVE to study.
argh.
i feel so dead and exhausted.
this sucks.
okay bye.
and wish me luck again.
im gonna neeeed it.
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i think i can pass. wo0t.
okay time to start studying chem and amath.
time to START.
hell, i fell asleep juz now. argh.
okay bye.
and wish me luck, i'll need it.
alot of it.
thanks.
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